Sunday, October 31, 2010

If you would just step back and look at the world, you would see all the magic.
but you would also see all the poison strangling the magic.

nothing creates euphoria.
it is always inside of you.
MDMA and MDA should be used as nothing more as a tool to unlocking yourself.
No drug should ever be depended on.
They break down social barriers that we have created ourselves.
The way one acts on this drug doesn't have to stop.

There is such a stigma to using these types of drugs.
Marijuana, MDMA, peyote, mushrooms.
people are scared to try it. think it is bad for you.
They filter through these thoughts as they sip down some hard alcohol and take a puff of a cigarette.
the current energy of this society of course wouldn't want you to be revolutionized with discovering your own power.
Alcohol consumption in this society is disgusting.
If you drink with awareness and consciousness it can also be a tool but people don't do that.
they drink to escape something.
self destruct.
i have been there.
but once you come to peace with yourself and your pain, you find that you don't need those drugs, especially alcohol.
i use weed, MDA, and shrooms to help me further my soul searching.
my goal is to eventually not have to use any type of drug.

last night i strengthened and formed bonds with so many people.
it was the best way to celebrate my last halloween at ucsb.

Friday, October 1, 2010

A Lipstick Jamboree

Dancing on the burned charred remains of the brasseire
in white bone high heels
painting my body red with the blood of my sisters, mothers, aunts, grandmothers scorned.
Picking up the ashes of those womyn before who were ignored
I wipe my eyelids
the new shade for this season
The menstral blood dripping down my thigh becomes the ink for the books where we have been left out/ scribbled out/ torn out/ forgotten.
I walk down the gray dirt road with a full moon enhancing my power overhead.
I am a goddess.
I am the embodiment of feminine energy.
A feminine energy that is ancient/pure/powerful.
Not what the patriarchy has taken and slaughtered through use of media outlets.
They were scared of it.
Scared that the feminine might become more beautiful than the masculine.
They had to commit genocide.
I will forgive them after I cut the dick of the patriach and use its blood as my new shade of red red lipstick.