Friday, January 29, 2010

I am a published author.

oh, affirmations you have taken me far.
even my subconscious speaks these affirmations and brings me things I did not ask for.
Thank you universe for allowing me to see the beauty in this new friendship.
I knew we always had some connection but now it is being nurtured.

oh, Creator you never cease to amaze me.

These walks are good.
Purple purple purple auras in all the trees.
I can now hear their names.
Layla
George
Elwin

I should have spoken more to that traveling couple.
They were aware.
They knew about crystal magic.
But, I believe our relationship in this life was me just giving them food in exchange for a turquoise ring.
Maybe in a past life they helped me out in a time of need and I was simply returning the favor.

Oh, but it gives my soul hope.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Chamuel

I walk into the scapegoat of time
to only discover that the cannibal has eaten all of my heart.
Yet the heart is just physical.
How can you destroy something that is purely energy?
purely light?
purely love?
The cannibal of monstrousity may have peeled my skin off, dug into my flesh, chewed my organs, and chipped my bones down to marrow
but I am still here.
glowing so bright you could never get lost in the dark.
25 lives in this school known as human Earth and I can not help but wonder...
Why did I keep coming back?
Earth Angel
yes that is me.
So Mr.Cannibal don't let the feathers of my wings get stuck in your teeth.
I will be back again as a jaguar and you as a wild buck
and it will be I who will taste your flesh.

25 lives and counting.
Heaven
Lemuria
Ireland
Africa
England
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Here now.

What am I supposed to do?
Oh mother world! Come lay your tired body in my arms. I am here to help you.

I just need to know how?
why?

the smallest of creatures can make the world of difference.
my past manifestations may be in the history books of this ghastly society but never in this life.

I write my own dreams.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

goals

graduate from this school already.
marry Champion.
leave in September of 2011 for Europe,Ireland,Africa,Philippines, and Hawaii.
rediscover my ocean origins in Hawaii through past life transgressions from Lemuria.
write as many children's books as I please.
support and be the manager for Champion's music lessons,performances, and recordings (ohhhh yoko! haha)
become a mother to my 3 children.
teach Athena and the other two (haven't received their names yet) about everything.
ask 2 dogs and 3 cats (maybe a rat or bird) to join our family.
obtain Champion and mines dream home in Texas or Arizona (has a vortex) or Colorado.
find more earth angels and star seeds to reconnect with who are aware.
completely and utterly open all of my psychic abilities.
help others to reconnect with their psychic abilities.
love with a true love.