eyes create like fountains bubble

what have you learned in this life?

Earth is a school.
a school above all other schools.
a school some people do not know they are attending.

Some humans decide to take the harder classes in this life.
some the easier ones.
and some have already lived through the harder classes and the easier ones are their creation.

anyway, it's all up to you which class to take.
your choice.
free will.

"you are the main character in your story. You can change it anytime when you do not like it."

But can you see?
can you see past all your lies you have created?
are you even aware that you are lying to yourself and others?

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i woke up from a dream i asked to remember.
i woke up from a dream i asked to have guidance in.

i woke up with the number 500 bouncing around my head.
i woke up with the number 500 uttered from my lips from a deep sleep.
500
500
500

my conscious level....i thought this first.
But the weekend before I had printed out an article on angel numbers by Doreen Virtue.

I do not believe in coincidences.

500
"an important message that let's you know that your life changes are in Divine and perfect order. They are a gift from God and in alignment with God's will for your higher self."




Thank you.

Innocence and The Ocean

I believe that I am new.

Changed.

Two years of sadness and repeated
mistakes.
I've finally burst into cleansing flames.
Came out of my cocoon to see Divine light.

I have changed.
Certain things are not as important to me anymore.
I have a new outlook on this Life.

Two more years.
two more years.

I have decided to not attend graduate school after UCSB because I feel like this institutionalized schooling is a waste of time and life.
All I need to know, I already know.
All I need to learn is within.

Besides, one year later it will be 2012.
I have a feeling Life will be drastically different then.

I can manifest everything I need and want.

I need to remember to stay grounded to this world though.
Sometimes I get so lost in the other dimensions.

My Angels are always with me though.

beLIEve

I am genderless.
I am raceless.
I am classless.
I am sexless.

I am what I believe I am.

But you believe I am something else.

The original sin was lies.
We all live in a big fucking web of lies.
That's why it's so hard to see the truth.
This web of lies sticks and blinds all our eyes.
1st eye
2nd eye
3rd eye

The truth is so simple.
We have all had revelations of the truth.
Sometimes we pass it off.
Sometimes we stop, think, and then laugh at how silly we are.
The truth was right in front of us this entire time.

but our lies have grown so big!
So big that they have taken on their own organism.

in my point of view...
it's no lie when they say for any revolution to occur, it must happen within.

City Lights

city lights dotted across the world
street lamps neon signs
a desperate attempt to recreate the stars above
but the attempt is similar to humanity
blind blinded blindness
an attempt with city lights to recreate the stars while we muffle them from sight
make them hard to find with the human eye just the same as some desperately try to find their own light but are quickly diminished by yet another
"technological advance"
city lights city lights
dotted across the world
street lamps neon signs

notice though how the recreation of stars only occurs in those areas of the world deemed "better richer smarter sufficient happier"
i laugh. laugh. laugh
the recreation of stars is a leap away from true light.

Those "third world" countries are by far the wisest.

I am good enough

NOW.