Thursday, November 5, 2009

Begin

banana cream pie
Land Before Time

yeah, that must have been nice.
2012 2012 2012 2012 2012 2012 2012 2012
the last man made year?

Bluebird come take me away.
Fly me to the moon.
moon
moon moon moon
goddess.

black doll with the ash face.
brown bunny
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i will walk barefoot to my death.
or should i say my being.

i am jealous of those who "die"
for a moment....
then i am happy.
they have completed their purpose, learned their lessons.
i will soon join them...
my work is just not yet done.

i may cry some tears but i simply see that as a human accommodation thing to do.
my ego cries.
my higher self rejoices.

death as a human is a curious thing.
the energy depletion shock, the loss of the material is the only thing that will hurt the ego.

i am not afraid of leaving this life.

i honestly can not wait.

but i have yet served my purpose here.
there are still people i need to teach.
there are still people that need to teach me.

it is so comforting to think of being rid of this body one day.
to be in Heaven, free.
more free than i even know what it means.

i wonder what it is like all the time.

GROUND YOURSELF.

i know,
present,
i am here now.

i do not

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