ccold ccold cold
shivers course through my body

i am drawing myself away from people i once knew and cherished deeply.
i don't know why.
my life lesson. (sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss)

i will never stop learning.
i will never stop changing.

patience.
i need to practice.

my deeper parts of my soul has always resisted the norm.
they all think i have conformed.
people i know i don't really know and they don't know me at all.

i am the only one who truly knows me and even that is still a mystery.

so much turmoil going on all around me.
people getting angry, frustrated, hurt.
i still get the anger i once knew a few years ago but it has learned to be replaced.

with all this happening,
i still feel deep down that there is nothing to be afraid of.
everything will be ok.

don't be too afraid.
don't be too sad.

oh, happiness.
how do you show others this forgiveness?